Rant #10010

I'm typing more about crystal. We used to make vr YouTube videos together. I think he deleted his channel. I can't find it. I miss playing big scary with him, I miss the fun times we used to have. We would have like 2 hour chats on a vc and talk about whatever. He said he wanted to get 100 subs. I was his first. I helped him....I genuinely dont know what to do. I think about him everyday and it's eating me alive