I wanna die so fucking bad... I wish everything good wasn't turned into a weapon later, I wish I could be held and comforted like a pathetic baby, I wish I could stop having friends who either hurt me mentally, or physically. I wish. But none will come true. Everything is taken away from me, my happiness, my comfort zones, Everything. I want to just rot in bed until the end of time because when I leave my bed I'm gonna be punished for something I didn't even know was wrong. I want to be in a car crash or maybe get shot by some stranger. I don't care what kills me I just want it all to end
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