I want to die soon. I see no future for me at all. So why am i still here? Why do i bother fighting a battle i don't want to fight? Its exhausting, extremely. And i have been told "it gets better" but it hasnt been getting better and ive started to question if it will. I already have struggles with sh, and ive made promises to not commit to someone dear to me... but its hard to live up to that if you dont like yourself... I hate life, i hate mine, i hate people, i hate standards, i hate having to fake being happy. The golden truth is, life is shit. And i want it to end. Like a book, but a really fucking bad one that gets scrapped early on to be replaced by another. Fuck life. It sucks and i dont have the energy to live it anymore
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