im really scared i wont have a job i like ever. i love being creative and creating. in a perfect world im an artist or a writer or just a creator but i dont think i could do it. idk im horrified of ai and everything going on that at some point i cant be creative and earn enough money to sustain myself and i have to get a job ill hate and then ill just fucking kill myself. idk its really scary and i feel so weird really typing this out but i feel like i really want to be a creative in the future whether it be through videos or books or physical art but with how the world is now i cant imagine it getting better for me. i dont want a shitty stay at home job where i get on meetings and write emails. i dont want to be an adult and working in a office i hate with people i hate for a company i hate. i just want to draw and talk and write and make bullshit. im 14. i dont want to think about this but when im thinking about wtf to do with my life this is it. i dont want to see tmrw if its shitty