i just hate being alive with everything in me, my life is fine but i dont want to live in it. AND NOBODY CARES OR WILL LITSEN. nobody can even act like they care aand want me here or to be happy even. I guess i dont know how they could help but i just hate this so much i dont want to live like this. Live everyday wishing i wasnt. It makes everything insufferable I hate everything that comes with a beating heart and active soul.