I don't feel any type of love for my little sister, her existence genuinely never mattered to me ever since she was born, maybe cuz I was still very young and I felt like I was being replaced, or thag I always get blamed for everything in this house and have to do all types of work and she never does, but actually the worst part is that i know all of these things aren't that deep, i just have to make an excuse on why I feel like I hate her cuz I just cant properly explain why