Contrary to popular belief, my feelings matter too. I hate how my family and relatives get butt hurt if someone does something that offends them yet treat me like it doesn't matter what they do to me that they can treat me any old way but then whine cry and moan when somebody treats them like garbage leaves then out or invalidates them etc. Idk why my family is like that. My one family member will defend the other no matter what they did, theyd make up an excuse for it. EVEN THOUGH "THEY" start the shit. I hate that so much. Thanks for having my back. You were trained psychologically well eh by a narcissist. Whatever. I've even told them they trained them to defend them, they brushed it off or didn't like it. But it's true in how they act no matter how much they deny it. Yeah doc. (Mevsaying this to my psychiatrist) That's how effed my family are and that's not even the half of it.