I really just want to run away for a day. Get away from my dad, mom, my sisters. I just want a day when I don’t need to watch my sisters, when I don’t need to feel like when my parents are going to fight, when I don’t need to guilted because I just want to eat or relax, that I’m constantly reminded this is my last few days as a teen and last year of school. I just want to leave the house in smth that makes me feel happy, hang out with my friends, and ignore the responsibilities my parents put on me. Yet I can’t and I’m stuck with them and them misunderstanding things I want to say but can’t. Because the moment I speak out, they’ll say something that makes me feel guilty, call me a crybaby like usual, say it’s big sister duties, or smth to make me feel like hell.