it’s so hard juggling everything. if my parents ever find out i’m not fine, all they do is to fucking TAKE MY PHONE AWAY and call it fixed can you for once stop blaming everything on my phone? and i hate how everyone thinks i’m being a pick me and a bitch because im not happy with a 9/10. i mean, MY DAD WOULD FUCKING DEMOLISH ME IF I DONT GET WHAT HE WANTS. and i hate how my parents are ranting over the house. if you hate it, pls jt keep it to urself. we moving in 14 days. it’s so hard having to hide everything from everyone. i can’t even PRESENT MYSELF THE WAY THATS COMFY because everyone jt gon call me a SLUT or maybe a hoe. i have to like be the family’s obedient puppy to live. im all smiles and rainbows outside, but im drowning inside. it’s so hard living like this. should i jt leave? and is having red/auburn hair that much of a big deal? WHY IS EVERYONE GOSSIPING ABOUT ME OVER THAT. FUCK THIS.