I’m scared I’m going to end up all alone and unloved. No one ever chooses me. In my 30’s, live at home cause of finances and health, no real friends outside of work and I know I’m not attractive in the slightest to catch someone’s attention. Never been on a date. Never been kissed. Never had sex. I just want to feel like someone wants me around, I want someone to love me and me to love them back. I could die tomorrow and I don’t think more than 10 hours people would come to my funeral. I’m just tired of it all. My existence brings nothing to the world or anybody’s life.