well silly me thinking my father would change. we were back home on „vacation“ he promised to take us out i even rented a car and paid for it and he drove with it but didn’t take us where he promised us. so me and my siblings were talking to him and mentioning him that he promised to take us out with the car i rented so he got mad and said we should be grateful, he terrorized my mom and my siblings including me. he had one of his rage attacks again and he wanted to scare us or kill us i have no idea he started driving in the wrong direction and speed intentionally towards a trucks and the street we were driving on had underneath a dried up lake but it’s quiet deep as he was aggressively speeding and slamming his head on the steering wheel i tried to open the door and jump out but it was locked from the inside. my mom and sibling except my little one who had a panic attack were just quiet. i just jumped from the back and grabbed the steering wheel i couldn’t even bring myself to yell