Hi um so basically when i was in 9th grade i switched to homeschooling and slowly all of my friends ghosted me and dropped me and ever since then i just get so jealous of my boyfriend and my sisters when they’re hanging out with friends. even my 6 year old sister has friends. ive brought it up to my boyfriend hoping for an invite sometimes but anytime i bring it up i feel like a burden and i end up making him feel bad for wanting to hangout with his friends when all i wanted was friends of my own. ive told my older sister too and she just told me that i should tell him but i told her i did and she said that now its up to him but i feel like he shouldnt have to be responsible for me being able to have friends and i have such a hard time mak mew friendships and keeping them no matter how hard i try and i cant talk to people for the life of me and sometimes i wish i didnt switch to homeschooling because maybei would still have friends and maybe i wouldnt be sad all the time anymore.