im so mad at myself. i got out of my depressive episode a couple days ago and i decided to take some stress off and try baking some cookies. i failed the recipe and they turned out horrible. the thing is, my parents weren’t even mad, but that moment i just felt like such a failure in their eyes, and i just to uncontrollably sob right then and there. i wasted so much ingredients, i wasted the oven electricity and i wasted everyone’s time and hopes for a good batch. I feel like an attention seeker just thinking about this.
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