I hate feeling like I always have to be one of the best or the best. It’s not even pressure from others, it’s me doing it to myself. It just makes me so angry and uncomfortable when I’m not reaching my goals (which is understandable so I’ll give myself some grace). Ugh and another thing is perfection. I HATE spending hours on a project when it can be done in 30 minutes and thats when the overthinking gets too much. On top of that, a lot of the time when someone else sees that project (or whatever else it is) they don’t appreciate or even notice the small details that went into it. And I understand, I probably wouldn’t either. Which is why I NEED TO STOP.