Idk how to start but just want to let it all out I was 6 and i used to play with the boys in my neighbourhood and there was this one guy who playfully came in my house and took me to bathroom and started touching me and kissing me i didnt said anything and also didnt tell anything about this later on he became used to do this with me and Idk what to say but he and his friends would call me and force me to get f**ked with them there were 5 boys who were doing this to me this went till I was 9 and once my mom got to know about this and asked me did you do it i said no pretend like i didnt know anything about this she believed me when i was 13 a guy became my boyfriend and one day he came to my house while there was no one and started to get intimate with me even i denied i also got forced to kiss someone who was married and now 4 years later that guy wants to get back to me I think its all my mistake and i should die i just want to confess all this to someone but there is no one