My whole family disgust me.. Using me as a way to release their emotions.. I hate this.. I can't even cry anymore.. Everyone treats me like I'm the most worthless because I'm the youngest in the family.. I feel horrible.. I feel like crying but I can't... I can't do anything except feeling horrible because of how my brother dumped all of his anger on me just because I asked him to do a simple task I've been doing for years.. I feel like a horrible mess... I want.. Someone.. Anyone to just help me yet no one ever will.. No one will help me.. I'll feel this horrible until my body adapt.. And return to being happy for no reason... Isn't this.. Sick how I just adapt like that... God... I wish someone would ever help me.. And I wouldn't need to.. I feel horrible...