I am trying desperately to get a job and nothing is working. I tried my best to get rides, get money to rent a car, I even begged strangers online for help. Nothing is functional anymore. You cannot do anything by yourself period because everything is controlled by Ai, and everything is being controlled by old men who are disgusting or probably dead. I cannot take this anymore. I tried setting up commissions for art, I’m selling my favorite and only expensive vinyls, selling all of my electronics just to get a JOB and I still don’t have one. I couldn’t get a loan, and I actually got scammed and now I’m getting blown up with phone calls, emails, and charges to my card that won’t process cus I’m broke. There are no more temp jobs, no more quick bucks to make, can’t even donate plasma without making an appointment for long in the future. I hate this country, I hate everyone, I hate my mother, I hate money, I hate the concept of America, and I hate myself. I can’t take it anymore.