i am tired of making dinners or any meal for my family. as a desi girl, i am in charge of cooking meals sometimes but always dinner, but i hate i fucking HATE making dinner for my family. i really believe even though i am not really great at cooking i dont make bad meals. its good enough to eat. but a VERY huge portion gets thrown next day because no one is eating it. they do this all the freakin time. idk and i really dont care that they dont like my food and not eating it, i hate seeing my hours of cooking with excitement thrown into trash like that. idk bro its not like my mom or sis sometimes didnt make bad meals, they did, but people still ate thedinner/meal bu mine? they dont even touch so many times. but then again, they have been doing ths all the time. no matter if it tastes good or bad, the dishes i make goes into the bin and my stomach mostly. tey hardly eat anything. i feel so so hurt especialy recently i feel like i am slipping into depression. i want it to not matter.