i was going to come on here to rant, but after scrolling through plenty of rants, i found that i haven't been through nearly as much as the people on here. i feel like such a dork for getting on here and talking about past issues that are still affecting me to this day. even though its been months since my abuse has stopped, i still cant get it out of my head. i cant tell if i forgive her or not, even though she apologized. i wish that my relationship with my mother wouldn't affect how my relationships are with others, platonic or not.
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