I follow people that I know post NSFW but I did not expect to see unwarned medica SA fetish art tonight, not their fault of course, but damn now I can't fucking sleep and have to go to the doctor's in the morning. I'm having cramps and pains and will probably have a fucked up nightmare when I finally do fall asleep. I've been through medical abuse and neglect and had something happen which I now believe had a sadistic sexual intent due to other stories of the same thing happening to people, and I am also hypersexual and repulsed by real sex due to being SAd in the past. Fuck my fucking life