I fucking hate myself. Even my brother calls me a disappointment. I have burnout and I don't have rlly any energy to anything. Everyone in my family calls me lazy and if I dont get active I'm not a good person, I can't open up to anyone real bc "I'm too young to understand" they would probably dismiss it and call me dramatic and sensitive. The reason my I'm always on a little rectangle screen is bc it's the only way I can express myself, I also have a secret yt channel that stress me out a little as well.