I have a fucking mother who acts all familiar and kind but all of a sudden when she feels like her "authority" is getting challenged or like idk bro just stupid reasons, she goes crazy. Like she lets out all hurtful things and tries to make me feel small, hopeless, and powerless. And I am 14 years old, I am pretty used to it-I don't cry anymore and stuff, but like I am exhausted man. Having family, who should be like my place to relax is the place where I have to deal with my freaking mom. My dad and sister is no help. My sister annoys me (not in a childish way, but does sht that is purposely irritating) and my dad never steps up for me when I am getting scolded by my fucking mom. I am just alone in this world(it is kinda funny how I am becoming what my fucking mom wants to be lol). I feel lost and uncomfortable every single moment. Anyone willing to help? :)