I hate my life I’m so miserable, I’m 18 and graduated but I feel nothing, I go to work I come home and I sleep and sit on my phone. I have a small group of friends but they’re moving for college, which means I’ll have absolutely no one in just a couple months. I hate myself I hate how I look I hate how apathetic and unambitious I am, I hate everything about me. Everyone around me is getting old and sick and dying and I’m just some worthless lazy loser who can only watch the world get worse and worse. All I do is daydream about being someone else and people loving me. I have no interest in anything anymore, I feel unloved and aimless. No one cares about me like they used to, it’s like ever since I turned 18 my life’s been completely over. I have nothing to look forward to besides daydreaming. My mom is the only person in this whole world who loves me. Everyone else just drifted away. I wish I was different and smart and beautiful and ambitious.