i have a new job. the probation is 4 months. every day im scared of getting let go because im scared that im not good enough. every time i think im doing ok/having a good day, getting to know people more, then i make a little mistake and im scared my leads think im incompetent. the other day one of my leads indirectly called me out in front of a student like wtf. i wish this job didnt get me so down, that i could be delusional about my life that it is and will be ok. i also wish i could see my friends more
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