I feel like I’m just that extra person in a group every single time. Like I’m never anyone’s first choice yet that’s all I want to be. Sure I have some online friends that do that but I love physical touch and just having someone right next to me so it’s not always the best. Every time I talk to my friends I’m always talked over or they just don’t hear me. I don’t wanna say anything because one time I was having a fight with someone in our group and I said I was having a bad day and for the next few weeks they ignored me and called me a pick me but we eventually made up. I just want to have someone that loves me no matter what and is by my side but doesn’t need to be only my friend. I’m the other hand,I have it very well off. I have a good education, a house and food, support from friends, teachers, and my dad. I also own many possessions and am free to express myself (mostly). I feel like I should have it worse off because people have it way worse than I do and I’m the one complainin