I'm insecure because no one is responding to my job applications. I know I'm good enough on my own but it's hard to process that and not take it as a hit to my pride. I'm grateful for my partner and how amazing they are, they help in so many ways but I'm terrified of being a burden on them when i run out of savings. I have chronic illnesses that make it hard to just get a job and have to be careful where i apply. I don't have family support because they are either all struggling or deciding how to act towards me because i came out of the closet and they are all homophobic. I was never close with them anyways but everything is scary right now not knowing the future or being able to get anywhere i want to be with my life. I'm trying to let go of my expectations for myself but it's easier said than done. I hope someday I'll get there and get therapy for a lot of things and all of this will just be the past❤️ i love myself and all of my decisions, my body is not me, my diagnosis is not me