Last thing probably I want to get out today is im not sure I'll ever get why my relative was so awful to me. Knowing I was in a bad situation. Treating me like garbage yet whining when someone would them. Who are they anyway how are they any better than me? One sided. I may never get an apology. I just didn't deserve to be kicked when I was down and. The most fucked up thing is they said I deserved to be abused to my abuser. But oh no of course they're not a bad person said my abuser. Well WHO THE HELL SAYS SHIT LIKE THAT!? Doesn't matter what their problems were I'm human too. Self self self is all they'd worry about. It's be help me listen to me whine and go oh I love you (but don't ask me for anything). With people like that who needs enemies. I want them out of my head . They don't deserve to be in my head rent free regardless of how crappy they were to me. If someone ever hurt them they'd want it on the 6 pm news. What happened to Me though to them? Eh that doesn't matter. F them