Is it normal for your brother to hit you till your skin is red and stings, while your parental watches and says and does nothing? Is it normal for your family to argue everyday and sometimes one of your parental doesn't feed you and hates your guts? Is it normal for most of your childhood is arguing and your brother used to have a smoking addiction and used to fight with your family and threaten them for money when you were 7 years old and having to protect your mom? Is it normal to cry 3 times from your brother yelling about your school and doing SH while upstairs and a venting notebook is filled with family problems and thinking of killing yourself at a young age? Is it normal to almost starve yourself to death and hardly eat 3 meals a day and almost be anorexic? ): -ON