I’m in the 7th grade, I self harm so much, my thighs are ruined, I’ve written a note, I think about suicide and sex all the damn time, I have thoughts of being raped by my boyfriend, friends, and even fucking family members, My phone has heavy parental controls, so I have to do everything on my iPad which is pretty inconvenient, I’m afraid of venting to people,, I dunno, fear of judgment, they won’t take it seriously. I dunno, my dad isn’t making this shit better, he keeps calling me fat, talking about depression, trying to make school Mu top priority, at this point I’d rather be sent to the mental asylum then go visit him again, but for now I’m okay, haven’t committed yet <3
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