i love my boyfriend. I didnt tell him the truth about something small but important about me. something similar popped up and he thought i said something completely different to what i said. he asked for clarification the next day and i clarified. we laughed about it because it was silly but i asked him if it were true what would he do. he said he wouldnt honestly left me. not because of it but because I waited so long to tell him im fucked. i fucked up. its like watching my grave dug before it happens and now i cant do anything but have the moral obligation but to tell him and now i know what will happen when i do andi hate it. im frustrated because the secret is fucking trivial. its genuinely nothing too serious. but becausei took so long to say something thats it. because its trivial, him leaving me over it is more frustrating and heartbreaking. because he doesnt love me. at least as much as i thought he did