I wish I was someone else I hate myself so much and I don’t even know why. My parents shame me for smoking weed and they don’t even trust my friends who don’t smoke. I’ve been so depressed and they tell me I need to go out with my friends but when I do they interrogate me and just only talk about the negatives I could be doing. Is smoking weed really that fucking bad???? And they make this huge deal about it and it just feels like I’m not the son they wanted. I don’t play sports anymore but I still weight lift but that’s not good enough for my parents.