i’ve always felt like a boring person you know. that’s why i used my interests and jokes to feel like i was cool, i was a very extraverted kid in 2nd grade actually. I don’t know what went wrong, i felt annoying because my parents would always call me stupid so i stopped talking for around 3 years, in 6th grade i decided i wanted to be loud unforgettable and popular i wanted a NEW version of me , well it didn’t work i came off as weird and off, i just was ugly and only had a few fake friends recenrly from a parents’ divorce too was harsh. in 7th grade i cut them off i made lots of new friends but i was even quieter this time i also met my first girlfriend it felt amazing having someone that liked me for me, but she went back to my fake friends and yeah, lately i’ve realized i’m a fucking boring person i have nothing, but my interests i feel like everyone else has something that i don’t know or have.