I'm afraid of my family. But I also love them. My family argues every day, one of my parental figures hates my guts. They say I am a reject and sometimes threaten to kill me. I try to get the courage to eat and take care of myself, and when I lose weight they say its my fault. And yeah I guess it is ): Even though my family argues a lot, hates me and makes me want to die. I still love them. I don't want to be the dumb one in the family, I try my best to keep my grades up and be smart. But sometimes it doesn't work. My parental figure says I should go to a mental ward. Whenever I cry my mom says to stop crying. I can't cry around them anymore. I don't know what to do anymore ): -ON