I want to die but I'm afraid of what happens after, I've been sa'd multiple times by the people I trust, I can't stop masturbating and its such I strong urge that I've been trying to control. I tell my mom to keep my little brother out of my room at night and he just keeps sleeping in my room, I hate myself. I wish I wasn't hyper sexual, I wish I wasn't bisexual and a girl. I'm not trans but woman get treated like a sex object and called whores or just not equal and it makes me hate being a woman, my mom says I can't be bi until I fuck a man. I'M 12. I shouldn't be hearing that. Sometimes I wander if my dad didn't leave if I would be normal.. Maybe its the best cause him and his family are toxic Christians
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