I know senior year is supposed to be the easiest, but I already want it to be over. It's not that I hate my school or am going through a rough right now, but I'm just so ready for some change. I've been depressed for almost a decade now, and being stuck in my (relatively) small town with the same people since sixth grade and strict parents just feels suffocating. I'm itching for my life to become more. I honestly don't think I'll be one of those people that gets extremely emotional during graduation/will be homesick when I finally move out. I also know I'm being very ahead of myself, as I haven't even started applying to colleges yet. Everything just feels totally out of my control, and I'm forced to wait another year. I'm ready to be an adult and become independent, and I'm so extremely impatient.