Im in love with my best friend. Like so very incredibly and deeply in love with my best friend. Its childish and corny but its the truth. Hes the polar opposite of me in the best way possible. Its almost ironic, honestly. Ive felt this way for a long while now. It fades out on occasion, when I find someone new to think about for a bit, but it all comes back to him. The worst part is that he has the worst girlfriend in the world. She LOVES to fake having the eating disorder that he has, She let her sister ruin their relationship when they first got together, shes been keeping pictures of her self harm on her phone when shes been asked to delete them. There's so much on top of that that I dont think hed be comfortable with me telling ANYONE no matter how anonymous. He loves her, unfortunately, but i can see that shes just going to hurt him again. She does it daily. It makes me so fucking upset but hes just so in love, but I miss who he was before they got together.