I feel like everything around me is falling apart. Ever since the start of 2026, everything has gone to ashes. On January 1, new years day, My mom, who was always around, left to Arizona to be a caregiver to my grandma, who was in urgent need of a liver transplant. Of course, my mom came back home monthly for a week before going back. Only then, near the start of June, my grandma would pass away, and that's a huge weight on my mom's shoulders. My cat, whom I've lived with all my life, passed away late-February. She lived to be around 20 years old and was extremely gentle, calm, and caring. Her body just shut off completely through her final days. Now, my dog, 9 years old and is likely inbred, is developing cataracts and red eyes. One of his hind legs is likely dislocated but it usually gets better within a week. I love him so much. I can't let him go. What makes it worse is that as the months went by this year, he's been lethargic and eating less. I can'tsayanythingelsecharlimit.