genuinely my sister is a horrible person but im supposed to just deal with it cus shes family and my mum also thinks shes autistic, but like how are we using autism to justify violent outbreaks. Maybe I'm too harsh but years of being hit and strangled and feeling threatened in my own home being excused because 'shes your sister' or 'she sees very black and white so cant accept your perspective because she MIGHT be autistic' and seeing in black and white somehow meaning when someone comes in with a colourful opinion she can hit them, throw things at them, scream at them, threaten them??? Like what. Institutionalise her or something. She feels bad for it apparently, according to my mum, but i've never personally been apologised to. Shell strangle me because I didnt clean MY room and then not apologise. What? I hate when she comes back from uni, I hate when shes staying at home. I can only have a good relationship with her when shes away from home, or else I feel on edge all the time.