I got my heartbroken by someone I once called my best friend . That heartbreak changed my perspectives n life and relationships. It affected my everyday life aswell causing me to hurt people who were good to me . There was this one boy who I met and he was everything I've wanted , but with me being so hurt I didn't know how to accept the love given . I destroyed this man . It was one of those situations where u don't know what u have till u lose it . Unfortunately I found out a little late . He would always take me back after I would hurt him . Until I did it one last time , he left me alone . I carry such a burden on myself for what I've done . I texted him a huge paragraph explaining why I did what I did . No response at all . I dont blame him because I know what ive done and it something I take full accountability for . I wish I would've done better and seen the potential in us . I pray that kinda love finds its way back to me . Remember dont take people who love you for granted .