youre so sweet :( I just don't feel comfortable being that directly vulnerable with someone 7 yrs younger than me, we are in different places in our life, and you deserve to deal with your own problems instead of taking on the problems of older people. i tried to do the same at your age thinking i was just helping people and being useful and it felt good for a while but ultimately hurt me in many ways. not that i think i would hurt you, i just dont like to condone those kinds of interactions. i hope you dont take this the wrong way, i just know it would be an unhealthy burden on your shoulders.