I was feeling weird today. Like I was happy in the day, but then as the day went on, my mind began to bubble up things that frustrated me. When my mind exaggerates I’m the only one reaching out to friends or family and how it’s sure no one would do the same for me. I kept trying to brush it off, but it left that gnawing feeling in your chest. It made me think of bad stuff like why can’t anyone do the same, don’t they care? Then I respond back to it with that’s selfish and I should ignore it cause it’s so unfair. But part of me can’t help but think it’s like the least priority thing? Like I want to say that to someone and I’m sure they are ready to tell me that I have nothing to worry about. But my mind is always like that, telling me people tolerate me and won’t give a second thought to. Mind you, I know it’s wrong but how can you tell a mind that always gives you anxiety that it should stop? I want to apologize what I feel man.