i dunno really what to do about my life anymore, my entire life has been a joke. i grew up being hit by my parents, being called things no little girl should be called. sitting in church every Sunday hoping God would just make it pass but it never does, it just gets worse. my parents are getting divorced soon, my mom just moved out. im glad, but now it makes my life even more of a mess. I don't even like them most of the time because they use me as their personal therapist. like no, i DONT care that your ex-wife is moving out and no i DONT want to know what got you in debt. i got my first job making so little, nobody does their job and im pushed around and walked all over all the time. i hate how I'm always the one who ends up on my knees asking for forgiveness when i know i did NOTHING wrong. my parents have ruined me, then they expect me to go to college in today's economy. with WHAT money??? im just so tired of bottling up everything around me, i wish i had help, i have no freedom.