My family hates me. They say the rudest things to me like my dad said there’s something wrong in my head and that it needs to be fixed. I’m sorry i guess. My mom calls me dumb on a daily basis. My sister it’s like idk she says ok things but you know it’s rude it’s mean it gnaws at me it tears me apart everyone does, she only acts like that when my parents are around which is just so confusing and weird. My dad is a crash out always yelling over the smallest things, always arguing with my mom. He used to hit me a lot for small thing but he doesn’t anymore, but now I’m deathly scared of him, he also yells at me. I don’t want to go home, I’m scared. This metal hunk is the only thing that’s keeping me sane. My grades have been declining a lot now and my parents don’t ask me why they just call me stupid and criticize me, why do they keep comparing me to others. I’m just tired so I’m giving up on my future now it was dim anyways and I don’t even have the will to live anymore.