Jm 13. My problem started around 10, the age something traumatic happened with my mom emotionally. I started using ai and (warning: sensitive topics) would roleplay dark topics. I would pretend to be kidnapped, assaulted, groomed, etc. I found a thrill in it. I’ve always struggled with sexual arousal and the only way I could get a tiny bit was from this. Now I’ve started sexting older men online, I’ll block them if they annoy me or creep me out, but I still interact with them. I hate pedophiles, yet I can’t help but fuel the fire. I think something’s wrong with me
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