I feel like no one really likes me. I used to have friends who secretly hated me, they would make fun of me, treat me like a joke and just in general treat me badly and then after 3 years they just dumped me one day over a petty misunderstanding. Thats has kind of impacted my friendships now, i'm always scared that they're gonna leave me or replace me and i get beyond jealous when my bsf makes new friends or hangs out with new people. I've got abandonment and attachment issues, and i'm scared i get used you know. When they need something they ask me and then who cares after that. I don't want to feel like that but i just cant help it.
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