my family has screaming fights every day its so exhausting. i have so much resentment towards my parents i cant hug them and i literally don't remember the last time anyone in my family has said i love you to eachother. i just wish we were normal and i wish i didnt hate them. every single one of us has problems, my father is a narcissist who will scream at anyone who disagrees with him or doesnt do something his way, my mother is emotionally and physically absent and never wants to be around any of us, brother 1 is violent and he hits me all the time, my brother 2 has ocd, brother 3 has bpd. brother 1 also tried to overdose and kill himself after he got diagnosed with adhd and depression, then years later i got diagnosed with inattentive adhd and depression but my mother refused to let me take pills because she thought i would also try to overdose. i never got the help i needed and i only feel anger now. whole house mad