10:41pm here where I'm at. Can't sleep again. I have an older sibling. They've been switching between caring and not caring for me, ever since I was prob 4. They usually just roll their eyes at me, or sarcasm, and it gets on my nerves a lot. I'm not sure what I did, and yeah, maybe I was a loud person as a small kiddo, but it was always because of my older sibling. And.. I'm always hoping that I've grown up and stopped being so naive and falling into their traps, but then, 3 days ago, they asked me to go play pickleball with them. I didn't like pickleball. It was hot outside. I said no. They argued that I should go, I said no again. They said I was addicted to watching screens. I shouted at them because I couldn't tolerate their words. They treated me like a maniac, ran away from me and told my whole family that I was an addict. I clearly remember them saying "Look at her! Addicted to that computer!" That hurt, coming from my own sibling. That, really really hurt. Now I can't sleep.