I admit I’ve been a shitty bff bc whenever I feel hopeless I don’t think and I want to end it and it’s bc my online bff wanted to end it so I panicked bc she’s all I got ! Ppl around me don’t know how to invite me to shit or smth idk I am never able to keep someone bc I ether drift away or fall in love w them ( im bi) and I fell in love but she’s aroace so I cling onto her the way I can but she’s getting more tired everyday her mom and cousin is ruining her mental health and she is starting to crack and treat me in a bit of an unkind way idk why I still hang on … she used to call me her love and now she js responds w a dry “ morning”