Broke up with my girlfriend a week ago and thought I was doing ok. Just woken up from a nightmare crying and it was her getting a new boyfriend and posting and telling me about it. I thought I had no real feelings about it but that made me feel worse than I ever have before. I know it's stupid and jealous and self centered but why couldn't she just stay with me. I have no idea how to process my emotions whatsoever. I'm not even feeling bad anymore it just ended the moment I knew it was a dream. What we had was so special and I keep telling myself I'd be happy if she was happy but I'm just a selfish prick I guess. I really miss her.
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