I loved her so much. I cant love her, im a women, shes a women. But she is my every thought. When im holding her in my arms, face to face, noses are touching, i have to remember im not gay. I cant be gay. Its a sin, my family would disown me. She has a girlfriend. I hate her girlfriend. She is so rude to my beautiful girl and makes her drive so much for her. I love her and shell never know. Nobody will know. Its not in a lustfull way. I just wanna hold her and be there for her when she crys. I wanna throw out her garabage for her and make her food. I wanna help her study. I wanna pay for everything. I wanna be with her and know everything is okay because she was there and i was safe. She doesnt hangout with me anymore. Its summer and shes always with her gf. Theres no time for me. I love you. If you are reading this my beautiful girl i love with you.